DAY 9: what place are you most grateful of?
This is probably the most vague and random gratitude question ever. Place… Place… Place…
The first thing that pops to mind is the beach. However, can I stay 247 at the beach without feeling the burn and having a place of solitude for myself. I don’t know….. So the next place that comes to mind is my room.
Yes, as much I would like to think I like to party and quite and extrovert person. I think at the end of the day. I like hanging in my room watching my fave shows, reading my fave books and just packing and cleaning my room.. I can do it for hours and days if life permits. And if I ever move, the location of my room changes and I’m okay with it. Because my solitude is wherever I can call my own:)
And lately I’ve been feeling a little feeling of void and I’ve learnt from somewhere that… It’s okay to feel scared and lonely and unsure of the future from time to time. In this life, we will never be satisfied. There will always be something we are chasing constantly and there will always be something missing. Once you have fulfil a dream or a task, we as fresh humans will start chasing the next best things, what’s the next task that will make us happy too.
Life is a constant chase.
My only relief is to sleep. When I’m sleeping, I’m not sad, I’m not angry, I’m not lonely, I’m nothing.
Jillian Medoff, Hunger Point